It's Ok Thursday

 It's Ok... That I haven't written here for a while now. I've been busy, people. That I can't wait to put away my Christmas crap. The house feels too cluttered. That today, on day 45 of P90X, I'm getting sick of it. But will keep going anyway. That I don't feel very good today (sore throat mostly), but still came to work. And by 'came to work', I mean rolled out of bed and walked across the hall to my "office" to sign online. And yes, it's a REAL job, thankyouverymuch. That I've eaten at restaurants more in the past couple weeks than I normally do, well, ever. It's delicious, but expensive. Dilemmas, dilemmas. That I already have a LONG list of things I want to spend my Christmas cashola on next year. And by 'next year' I mean in about 3 or 4 days. That I don't want to shower today. Or ever again maybe. Wait, what? That some blogs I 'follow' are people I would NEVER be friends with in real life. This makes me want to punch myself in the throat and delete them. Maybe I shall. But they have such good tips on crafts and shoes... eww listen to me! DELETE!  ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ What are you saying it's ok to today?  

Do your best, forget the rest!

Today is day 30 of hour+ long workouts every single day after work. I've been sore and exhausted but all around have felt, well, better actually. Crazy, right? I have more energy, I feel more toned now but I still have 60 more days to go. P90X may be the best thing that's happened to me in a long time. It's very addicting.  

It has become part of my day-to-day routine and I can't skip it. We even popped the DVD in on Thanksgiving! That's dedication. My husband is doing it with me too, which is nice. He does skip out some days though, that slacker. He says "I don't want to be too skinny and make you jealous" so he cooks dinner while I bust my hump. I had forgotten how good it feels to be in shape. I'm not there yet, but I'm on my way and that's all I can hope for. I'm also already looking into my next 1/2 marathon. Perhaps in May, we'll see. Then I could do the full in October. Oh Lord, I need a little more motivation to keep me going...

 

(I'm going to wear this during my next 1/2 marathon)

(Click to make these bigger so you can read 'em)

Have you gotten off the computer and headed to the gym yet?

It's Ok Thursday!

 It's ok... To not be feeling blogging lately. I've gotten lazy and no one reads it anyway. To only be on day # 17 of P90X but already be thinking about buying P90X2! To fall asleep on the couch at 7:45pm. Did it last night. Woke up 10 hours later. To not take any of the surveys they send out at work because I just don't care. To be counting down until July when I can get my cell phone upgraded. Ugh. To be very sad about getting rid of Sirius radio. But it's $200 and I'm cheap. To have not picked up a book for months. I go through phases of reading. To already have a list of things I'm going to buy after Christmas. To not be ready for snow. At all. I hate being cold and snowy roads stress me out. To not want to see The Nutcracker or A Christmas Carol this year. I'm sick of them. To be super excited about month of December. But not want to decorate anything. To sound more and more like my dad every day. We call him Scrooge.  ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ What are you saying "it's ok" to today?